surreal reality*

Sunday, August 26, 2007 @1:36 AM

Final Lament
[once again, written by yours truly (aka. me). dun steal. i m watching you!!]
one last breathe and one last smile
this is how i disappear for eternal and a day
faded photos and dilute memories
will hold dear how i once walked this earth

nameless faces weep for my departed soul
my sincere condolences goes out to you
only my true love will not grieve for me
after a thousand years and a day
who will remember i walked this earth

so this is how we disappear
memories will die and photos will fade
completely into a new era
life goes on and people forget

this is how you disappeared

the above goes out to my piano tchr who passed away just recently.
may you rest in peace.
it came as a rude shocker for me halfway through sake sushi dinner.

i learnt from recent events that life is really fragile. you can be gone in a snap of a finger and the scary part is that you will never ever return.
oh, and cancer really, seriously kills. *shudders*

i doubt future piano lessons will ever be the same again. i will miss you teacher alice.
i promise that i will pass my next exam will passing colours.
for the past 6 years, you were a great tchr who constantly encouraged (and scold) and inspired me.. thank you.

i hope that you are in somewhere happy now. you truly deserved it.
i guess i'll nvr get to ask you about the photos hanging on your piano room wall.
i guess i'll nvr get to talk to you again...
so many things left unsaid. i don't know where to begin.
feels weird to know that this is truly goodbye. i nvr got ard that card i wanted to pass to you.
but i guess its too late now.

music belongs to you and all the other believers.
i dedicate to you:
*Chopin's Etude in E Op. 10 No. 3 "Tristesse",
*Chopin's Nocturne in C sharp Minor.

~~tmr~~ or rather, later on in the evening, i m going to tchr alice's funeral.

emo-ness.

-yang
your invincible. i'll live on for forever and a day, just to see you once again.

-loveliest queens in this parade-